And the A levels went passed. Straight after the A levels, K and T begin to go out each week... as many times as they wanted.. they were into the happiest time of their lives... but happy times are often short lived.K's birthday was in december, and T, one day, told K that she had to go back to a certain country. T's maternal family was from this country, and so she had to go back to visit... and whenever T went back to visit, it would take about a month... K was shattered... K really loved T and T realy loved K, and T didn't want to go, but she had no choice... So when T told K, K became very sad... K didn't know whether he would miss T like crazy.At that moment, it was about 8 months into the relationship, but they were still having their honeymoon period. On that day before T went to indonesia, K said something that made him and T cry... K began...

"when I see people hand in hand during the time when u were in indonesia, I will think of u.... When I see couples laughing hapily... I will think of u... When I see couples sitting together in the mrt, and I turn to my side, there would only be a blank seat... I can only imagine u there being with me... it's really sad... When I see couples watching movies together, I also would want to watch a movie with u, but as I turn around to coment about the movie, I would see no one but a blank seat..When I want to put my arms around u, I would hapily stretch my arm... and realise that all I'm hugging was thin air.. When at night I feel like calling you, I would dial ur number, xxxxxxx, and ring... and there will not be anyone to pick up the phone... I will think of u when I take out our photos to see, I will think of u when I see the gifts u have given me before... I will think of ou every night and every second, because I love you..."

And so K was in tears, and T was touched... T didn't know K would cry for her, but she saw that... Although at this point of time everyone may think that K is being crappy, Let me tell u all that K really meant it in his heart... and so, T finally left... throughout the first few days, everyday was unbearable for K and T... K wanted so much to talk to T, and T missed K so much. K was sad everyday, everything he did seemed to have no meaning. he went out with friends, played computer games, played pool, watched movies, went bowling... but everything he did, he did it just because of doing it. he didn't do it because he felt like doing it, he just had nothing to do. All he could do all day was think of T.T said that when she had found her family there, she would call him, and she would only call him at 10pm as there would be a timing difference btw that country and singaporand so she fixed a time with K. So everyday, K ould go bowling, play pool, play computer games, go out, movie, eat, shop... he would do everything... but whenever the time time reaches 9, K dould rush home like cinderella who was going to turn into a maid. K rushed home everyday to wait patiently for T's call. As I write this story, I can't help but have tears coming into my eyes. (Edititor's feelings... not my own feelings..)

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