Monday, March 5, 2007
Number 14
So K decided that for T to concentrate on her own work, he decided to seek the help of a girl who was great in maths, and also K's first love. Wel for the background, K had 3 gfs in his life up to now, and and T was the 3rd. So K approached his gf for help, and his first gf, being strong in maths and being a very helpful girl, decided to help K out..And so K went to look for his first gf near her house... But K made a serious mistake.. although he didn't realy meant to kept it from T that he was going to his ex gf house, he didn't tell T before he went...
After that, when T asked where K was, K replied "Im at some place near my 1st gf house, studying maths." T was very hurt.. She kept thinking that K had cheated her... She was really jealous.. But K was a man who feels that he is the MAN in the relationshi[... Although he had no ego, he felt that T had no reason to be jealous... and so he said to T, "You can't help me in maths, I have no choice but to come find her... and please don't be jealous and doubt me. Im doing nothing but studying.."T was hurt... T was angry and sad.. She kept probing why K kept it from her in the first place, and kept dweling on the subject... K had a bad habit.. Whenever he thinks it is not his fault and he thinks he has been accused, he would get angry too... and so K got angry with T.. he said "hey I didn't meant to keep it from u, if I meant to, I wouldn't have told u when u asked me... besides, u really cannot help me in maths what."
This realy hurts T... while she was angry, K always got angry and in the end it was T who always apologize. K treats all his gfs this way, whenever they were angry with him, he didn't feel like he was at fault. He always expects them to apologize to him. He was immature... he was not a great guy despite his good points...Ok... There was a certain time when K and T quarreled... it left T crying... T often cried when she was with K... Being in love with K hurts a lot... But K didn't know that T often cried alone at night... K didn't know anything as T didn't say... At the start of their relationship, K and T made a pact remember? They promised to thrash out every single problem that they have before it gets worse... But there was once when T said out the problem, and expect K to change... Then twice... then 3 times...
After some time... T got really tired... K didn't change... K was still the old K... and so she gave up asking K to change. But K didn't realise that he had so many flaws and T always accepted them. T had flaws too, but whenever K brought it up to T, T would change for K.Guys have a bad habit... Although many of us have heard it before, I think not many have experienced it... the phrase is "man often dosen't cherish what they have until they have lost it." and so K was such a person. K didn't change abit at all.
But the relationship of K and T were still strong... Both of them really loved each other. Although K was harsh with words, inside his heart, T was the only one that he could do something for. When T needed help, K never once rejected her. When T had a problem, K would always try to solve it for her. K loved T very much, but he didn't change away his bad habits for her. But love changes a person... before K met T, he was the most bad tempered freak in the world. He often shouted at pple, and always made people angry. Every small little thing that K came across, K would flare up if he was unhappy. K was a very bad tempered guy.But when T came into his life, T nurtured K with her love. With her love, K became not so bad tempered. K began to cultivate his temper and curb it... K began to approach each situation with sense and calmness. And so K became a better person...

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