Sunday, February 18, 2007
Number 9
So K tried to break up with his gf. But K was soft hearted. he can't do it. Everytime he see her, he couldn't bring himself to do it. Although T didn't pressure K by words, the pressure was there for K to talk to his gf. K felt like a bastard. He knows that his gf was a very very nice girl with wife qualities, and he dosen't want to hurt her. although T didn't have that many good qualities, K felt that T was someone in his life that would affect him forever. It is something called Fate that K and T had.
So one fine day, K decided to confess to his gf. K had another friend, B who was a lady killer. B was a two timer type of guy, who had always cheated girls of their feelings. When B wanted to break up with a girl, it was always because of another girl but he would always say a different reason. K didn't want to do what B did. K needed to tell his gf the truth. K thought that if he told a lie, it would be even worse for his gf to take it when she finds out the truth as what every girl that B cheated felt really hurt after that. So K made up his mind... and he told his gf "To tel u the truth, I like someone else... Please don't be sad over me, take it as a good thing. Breaking up now, would do u good in the future..."
K knew these words are heartbreaking, but he still said it, coz whatever he said was meant to be the truth... and time had proved that what K said was really true... But at that point of time, K's gf... well im tired od saying K's gf, so let her be X. At that point of time, X felt really hurt... she cannot forgive K. although all along their relationship X thought that they were not suitable for one another, she had asked K if he ever wanted to braek up, please let her know the truth... and now K had fufilled her request, but she couldn't take it. X was the most heartbroken soul in the world at that point of time. All the 2yrs of their relationship, X felt that it was all nothing. It all gone down the drain. So did K. He thought about the 2yrs they spent together. K thought although they had been together for so long, they had lost the feeling of being close together since they day they went to different JCs. But still, K knew it was all his fault. He knew that he had hurt X deeply. Although when he said that it would be better for X to break up with him, he knew that no matter what, he is going to be guilty forever.
And so K and X broke up... K begin to be plagued by health problems. He keep having gastric problems... as for the whole time he is entangled in this problem, he can't eat well. K was an emotional and sentimental guy. He knows he has hurt X, and he was feeling very very guilty. But all throughout this time, T had a bad time too. Everyone who liked T begin to say that what a guy snatcher she is. Everyone looked at her like a bad girl. No one could understand how T felt unless they went through it. Even K's friends look down on T, and they were unhappy with K too. K's friends felt that K had made a big mistake by choosing such a kind of girl as compared with X. They felt that X was too good for K to give up, and T was nothing but a girl lacking in moral values.
But to K and T, they knew that nothing they did was actually wrong. K's female friends were also shocked that the K they knew had done such a thing. All along, they had thought that K was a guy with high moral values, and was regarded as someone who was Mr. Nice Guy. They too, were puzzled why K was blinded by T. But no onw knew the truth. No one knew that K wasn't blinded by T, K had fallen in love with T. Neither did anyone understand how T felt... No one...

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