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Thursday, February 15, 2007

Number 8
So K went to talk to a girl who was in his CCA, this girl was B. The minute B heard from K that T confessed to him, she bagan to say lots of things. She said what she heard from everyone else, B told K that T is not such a simple girl. She told K that T liked some guys before and often fooled around. K was hurt. He didn't believe what he heard, so he asked B whether she was speaking the truth. B said that she didn't know if any of these was the truth, but it was what was circulating around in school. B told K that with K's qualities, she is not shocked that T would like K. So K becamed very sad and thought that T was only playing with his feelings.

And so K became a freak. He couldn't eat. His eyes were often dilapidated due to lack of sleep. K suffered for many weeks, he didn't know what to do. He was sad for himself, he hated to be entangled in this web. Everyday was tough to pass for K. He couldn't eat or sleep well. He felt very stressed up. When his friends were talking to him, he was aften in a daze... he didn't know what they were talking to him... al day he could just do nothing, neither could he concentrate on anything he do. The whole time he had to decide whether to give up his gf, or should he continue with her, and don't care about T. He was in a dilemna. He knows inside his heart, he wanted his gf to not be hurt, but he also knew that he had fallen in love with T.

Although T and his gf had the same looks, when K is with T, they have something which not many couples have, which is called chemistry. K brings out the best in T, while T brings out the best in K, and that is called chemistry. But if T was the girl who often played with guys feelings, K would be realy sad if he believed her... Each night, T paged for K to call her, everytime K would only call her in the wee hours of the night. K doubted T, and one day, he asked her "did u ever liked someone else before?"

And T replied "yes I do, it was XXXX." K thought whatever his friend B said was true, and he probed further... No matter how T replied, K wouldn't trust T, as the words of B were always ringing in his head. Although B didn't dislike T, she just wanted K to make the correct choice. Finally K gave up questioning T , and decided to trust his own instncts. He knew that T realy liked him, and so he stop doubting her.

And so the story goes on... T waited for K everynight to talk... and each night passes just as how it did previously... T was very sad... inside her heart... she wished that K would ask her to be his gf, but she knows that K has another girl in his life.. She waited everyday for his so called reply... but K didn't do anything. K simply talked to T like how he did last time... So one fine day... T asked K, what is our relationship now? What are we? K replied. "I like u and u like me, so we are talking everynight..."

This is the words of an irresponsible person. K knew it, he knew he was being unfair to T. He was talking to T as someone who would wait forever. He knew that T was waiting for him to give her a reply, but all he did was nothing. So when T asked that question, K was at another crossroad again. K is a indecisive man... although he knows he has no more feelings for his ex gf, he knows he can't hurt her, but if he lied to her, he would be just another cheater.


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